Has always been a mixture of sadness and sweetness. This year, Kelsey chose to spend the night at a friend's house so they could go together on the first day. Won't even see her this morning... Nathan was up and ready... unsure if friends would be at the bus stop, not wanting to go alone. Asked for a ride. I said "Let's drive by the bus stop just to see who's there". Sure enough, the whole posse was there. Drove back home, knowing it was better for him to be there w/ friends but also missing the chance to be the one to take him. Back home, it's quiet, peaceful. It feels good to know they are beginning another year of learning, and at the same time, sad. We had a great summer as a family -- I know those are numbered. I will miss having them around, with all their friends.
Maybe I'll actually bake some cookies today. We used to do cookies and milk after school when they were little... to talk about the day. I know they'll laugh at me, but also will not mind a few minutes with mom at the end of their day. I can't hold their hand and walk them into their classroom anymore -- but I can still be there to hear about their adventures.
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